Crash and Burn

So things. Not so great.

I can't really put my finger on it, but my self-esteem compltely crashed and now I am a miserable wreck. How fun. Honestly though, everything is so bad...I'm flipping out at people constantly and being so pissed off all the time. I'm just so constantly sad. I also feel bad for flipping out on the people who I am doing that to, because they don't deserve it. I know they don't. But I'm treating everyone like crap and if I ever did anything to anyone who is reading this that was mean in the past few days or have been really quiet in conversations, I am so so so sorry...

I feel like I'm nothing. Not worth thinking about. I dislike myself to the extreme right now. Why do I feel like this? I need to get this out of my system...and fast. I need to get through this rough patch in my life.

I'm at war with myself.