Lest We Forget

I thought that I should make the title appropriate for Remembrance Day. So I did. :)
Remebrance Day is usually pretty solumn...and I feel sorta bad for the people who actualyl have their birthday on Nov. 11. It kind of gets covered up with all of the remebrance and seriousness of the day as a whole. Poor birthday people. I went to a birthday party today. At Fun FX. woot woot.

I am ill. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! With what? No clue. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! It sucks. Yes it does. Head aches, sneezing, and sore throats that feel like, when you swallow, a bag of pins and sandpaper is scratching down your throat...slowly...as if to savour the few moments it has to make an attampt of ripping your throat from the inside out. Delicious. That's why I had like, 2 Hals one after another today. They weren't the yummy kind though (cherry is the best :P) so I got sick of the weird tasting white ones very fast. I also had like, 2 bottles of water and 3 oranges in a row on Tuesday evening. I haven't eaten/drank that much/many oranges/water in a row before. It's craziness I tell you!

Well, I'm kind of hoping I'm not going to be completly dead tomorrow at school...so...I better actually go and sleep so I don't pass out tomorrow in class (like I totally almost did on Monday XD) Toodles~

Halloween Screams

Halloween was SUPER AWESOME FANTASTIC this year :3 i totally went trick-or-treating with 5 of my closest buds, and had a jolly good time lol. we actually got quite a bit of candy. woot! my friend went as Achemd The Dead Terrorist (never heard of him? go on youtube. search him up. he is one heck of a funny dude. watch it.) and tapped me on my shoulder and yelled BOO. and how did i react? you guessed correctly (even though I have no idea what you actually guessed, or even if you guessed at all, even though i politley implied that you should guess by adding that little question mark back there, i'm sure that you were generally close enough!) i flipped out. like, my friend who i was walking beside...oh man... i'm thinking i probably busted her eardrums XD also, some guy jumped out from behind his house and scared me...even though he was actually trying to scare the person who OWNED the house...T_T. nice try, dude. but yeah...he freaked me out as well. and i screamed so loud, that i actually scared him as well!! poor guy. he had it coming to him. apparantly, i have a great scream though >.< those screams are totally going down in my books lol hope you all had a very magical and scary (lol) halloween!~ *mwahahahahahaha*

Partay~

Oh man, I was totally hyper for like, 3 hours tonight at my friends' birthday party...I haven't had that much fun in so long! I've been living in the land of stress for the past 4 days. waaah! T^T Thank goodness for friends! XD Yeah, I've been shutting myself in the library...all alone (until my partner comes, but hey, if I be all dramatic about this, it just makes it sound more upsetting of a story lol) and working in a project that we barely had anytime to work on...I cannot WAIT till I'm done it...and then before I know it I'll get ANOTHER project, that will cause me to be seperated from my friends at lunch for another 5 days. :'(
But do not worry my good fellows (yeah that's right, I just called you a good fellow. Be happy, it's a compliment. By the way, I lost the game. sorrrrryyyyy! lolz) I am almost done this project and my partner and I (after much begging and persuading our chemistry teacher to give us an extra day to finish it) are getting on track. Finally. We have been very confuzzlemented and worrikined about this thing. Almost done. Phew.
Birthday party. Holy crap, awesome fun time! Laugh till you cry and talk about the most random things, then try to throw a mint chocolate into someone's mouth and then totally hit them in the chin with it lolz. Yeah, I sorta missed my friends' mouth XD We made little tin foil airplanes and threw them at each other, and they were pretty darn good air planes too, by the way. I was quite impressed. The food was wicked awesome (bread stiiiicks lol) and everyone there was awesome! Woot! I think we all needed to get out and have fun. I'm positive that the person who was having the birthday had a great time as well. it sure looked like she did! That is what's important. Oh yes.
Anyways, I have been having sleep issues: such as not being able to sleep at night, and then not being able to wake up in the morning. Man, I need a sleeping pill. *sigh* Well, I guess I better make an attempt to sleep. We'll see what happenes. Toodles~

AFI IS COMING!!

OMG AFI IS COMING AAAAAAHHHHHH <3
no, i won't go crazy fan girl about this. why? because i'm not. so there.
a friend of mine told me they were coming and i was like "...sweet! who are they?" cheya.
so i checked 'em out on youtube...and they are super good! i find it very interesting that the lead singer was wearing fake eyelashes and eye shadow. in an interview he was saying how much he actually likes it and how it alwasy appealled to him, and he always wears it. he's not a bad looking guy, but the make-up didn't look so hot. sorry. not my thing.
but now with a new album, davey (make-up dude) got a new hair cut and a new more colorful style, instead of just hardcore black. like me. :) i need more black stuff.
anywho, yeah, he looks pretty good now. very happy-emo now though. i think that his last haircut was a little more original, but the band is still super good. i wouldn't mind finding their old album and checking that out. give it a listen. and then rave about how awesome it is lol. anywho...buy the new album, Crash Love. super awesome songs on it, such as Medicate or Fainting Spells. hurray for promoting bands that you have no part of! :D

A Letter to *mystery*

Ok, I know that whoever I am going to say this to will probably never ever see this in thier life, but I don't really care. I'm going to say it anyways:

Seriously, I thought that maybe a friendship meant a little more than this. I mean, all you are going to do is stare for the whole hour and a half that you have with her. Plus, why is it that when someone (multiple people actually) besides her asks you to attend something for the sake of your friend, you refuse to do it with your "ever-so-common" excuses? I'm fed up, I'm sorry. Really, come on! You promised and said yes to your friend already; you can't just not show up. He told me specifically to tell you to come. You better. Or I will unleash my inner Hulk.

Phew, it's good to get all of those angry, rawr, grrr, bark, meow, ribbit, and oink feelings out of there. Yeah, das right. I said oink feelings. Anyways, I can't WAIT for my boyfriend's webcam broadcast from Churchill tomorrow! Super pumped for that! I'll post about that tomorrow! :3

Puppy Problems

I had a super intense issue the other day with my doggie. I was trying to take her for a walk around my camp site (the one where my cottage is located) and at the beginning, it went, um...I guess I'll say bad >_< What happens is, when she knows she is going for a walk she gets super exicted. Like, she is shaking, she is so excited, which obviously makes her hard to control. So, as I was trying to get her leash on, the leash got stuck on a stick that was laying on the ground beside her, so I had to bend down close up to a dog who is wickedly hyper, try to get the stick unstuck from the leash, and she starts to quickly walk away from me. Now, at this time, I am also wearing my headphones, and the wire is hanging down. So, after I get the stick un-stuck, she drags me away towards the road, and jumps at me and pulls my earphones out and somehow gets them looped around her neck! So she was having a spaz and kinda choking on that and I was like "oh nooooo!" so I had to un-loopify that from around her neck and then she starts bouncing around again, which is when I was like "GRRRR". She stopped completly. She basically just layed down and didn't move. It was weird. In the end though, we had a lovely walk and she met some other dog in another site because no one was looking after it and my shy doggie hid behind me with her tail between her legs. Poor baby. I love her though <3

School

Well, here we are again. The new school year... and it's going to be full of learning and homework and studying and tests and to finish it all off, some exams! 8D Nah, I'm just kidding (well, actually I'm not, but I am joking about the whole negative stuff. Sorry. It's the sad truth, I know). I actually do like school. The one thing I am looking forward to the most though is seeing my friends every single day! Yay! I actually miss them so much, I wasn't able to see them too much all summer. Awwh. But I will see them tomorrow! Yay! But we will have to go to classes and such. Awwh. I get to hang out with them every lunch hour though for the rest of the year! Yay! It's going to be a fun year anyhow :3 This year is going to be a tough one...grade 11...it will be fun, but soooo busy! All that work...and more work...and some more work...and some work to do about the work that you are about to work on, and hopefully all the study tactics that you have picked up at work to do work will work. I'm not sure what study tactics you will find at work...but hey, I mean, whatever works, right? My schedule looks alright I guess. At least I get some credits. That's the important thing. I signed up for one too many courses though, by accident (I was very distressed and then over-thought about it and then I was confused and then I was sad and then I was mad at myself). I have waaay too many emotions that get out of control very, very, very, very, very *breath* very, very, very, very, very *gasp* very, very...very...I forgot what I was talking about >_< I obviously have a great attention span. Oh yeah, I rememebr now...very, very, very quickly. I think I'm just an emotional person. I think I might also be a person who has a short memory span, but I am pretty sure that you figured that part out :3 Anyways, if you are off to school, I wish you the best. Have a great year (and I know you will, even if you don't think you will, because I am alsways right. Unless I am wrong.) and I hope you have a fun time, whether it be elementry, jr. high, high school, college, or university. Have a blast and savour grade school while you're in it. They will be some of the funniest years of your life. Enjoy it. :)

Individuality and Popularity

I feel like having a mini rant. Let's do it about individuality and popularity.
Really though, there was SO many people out there who fake who they are and pretend to be someone else just so that they will fit in or be liked.
I know way to many people who pretend to be someone esle. I've also seen a group of people trash talk a girl who is apparantly their "friend" (who they obviously care so much about) behind her back, until she walked into the room of course, which is when they smiled at her and give her hugs and said how happy were are to see her. yeah. right.
Populatiry isn't everything though. There is so much more to life than trying to get into the "cool" group in your school. In the end though, what will the popularity you had in jr. high or high school gain you? Nuthin. Absolutly nuthin. That's why I believe that we should all be who we really are. Be the real you. Not a made up version.